There seems to be a repetitive theme in my life when it comes to dating. And honestly I am not sure what to think of it or even really how to address it. Mostly it just leaves me sitting there with that perplexed look on my face and scratching my head. What if.....
The story goes a little something like this.
Boy likes girl, girl likes boy, boy doesn't like girl.
Boy likes girl, girl likes boy, girl doesn't like boy.
Boy likes girl, girl likes boy, boy doesn't like girl.
Boy likes girl, girl likes boy, girl doesn't like boy.
Boy likes girl, girl likes boy, boy doesn't like girl.
Boy likes girl, girl likes boy, girl doesn't like boy.
Boy likes girl, girl likes boy, boy doesn't like girl.
Boy likes girl, girl likes boy, girl doesn't like boy.
Anyone see a theme here? I sure do, but sitting here I still just can't seem to grasp this odd concept. Just when you feel as if you have gotten there then it just as quickly disappears.I do respect peoples decisions, we all have them and use them to get in or out of situations, but sometimes it is just difficult to fully understand the reasoning.
So I'll leave you with this for the time being. I am ready for...
Boy likes girl, girl likes boy, period!!
AAAGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!! This is so so sad to me! Relationships are hard and it is even harder to put your heart out on the line. I honestly did not see this coming. My heart hurts for you and I have to say the old cliches...there are other fish in the sea... everything happens for a reason...it's her loss! I was engaged to be married before I met Dan. That other man broke my heart into a million pieces. I cried all day for months. My heart felt literally broken, it physically hurt to breathe. A long time later I feel that it changed me and molded me into who I am today. We both walked in with ideas and thoughts of relationships. I had a little more baggage for him to deal with! From the beginning I was honest and me... just me. Zach you are a wonderful man with great ideals, personality and a big ol' heart full of love. Here is to wishing and praying that you find "the one"! Sit back and enjoy life and she will fall into you hands. So hard to do, I know. If you need a break or whatever you are always welcome here. (((((((HUGS)))))) Sorry Zach...
ReplyDeleteDon't be sad, it is what it is. Sometimes you just have to put yourself out there in order to succeed in whatever it is that you are doing, this just happen to be a girl and a relationship that I felt strongly about and cared very much for. That is a part of that whole live life to the fullest and have no regrets. This past month with Dani was for the most part words don't do it justice, you just had to be in that moment. They are moments that I will cherish for a life time as I know she is a great woman who deserves the world in return. I truly thought I could do that and maybe it just wasn't the perfect time. In the end, I can look back and say I left everything on the table with no regrets. Again, I have no ill feelings towards her, I am going to miss our talks that we had and just the warmth that she brought to life in me. She made me want to love again and open myself up to that right person. I still think the world of her and I just hope that she finds what she is truly looking for :)
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