Thursday, June 30, 2011

The First Date... 15 years later

So on Friday I will be going on what seems like the most exciting first date I have been on. And I am 31, haaaa. This one is far overdue. The woman that will accompany me is someone that well deserves a grand night that will be ahead of us. From my last blog talking about her to this one, she is really doing a number on me as how I am feeling. I have never done this before, that is write about my experience with a single date, little alone an individual such as her. This just has all the makings of one of those sappy Hollywood movies that I am not a fan of, but with this being my life I am totally caught up in the moment. I have not been this happy maybe ever! Just the time that I have dedicated to putting this date together is more than I have in the past. It is something that I have wanted to do, but never have. Well never say never, because it will be happening. And I can only hope that she enjoys this experience as much as I will. I told her the other day it feels like the prom as I am cleaning my car and doing all that number. How crazy is all this? Putting so much effort into a first date with someone I have not seen in roughly 15 years. Some might call me crazy, I call it a once in a lifetime opportunity for us. And I am making sure that I do everything right one this occasion. I mean nothing will be perfect, but I know in my heart I am doing my best. Wow, I know in my heart, what am I some kind of sissy? Haaaa I would say this woman has something over me that NONE have had before. And that is my full attention to the future and what it hopefully holds in store.

I mean I use to listen to music all the time, now when a song comes on, I am like wow that is some pretty powerful stuff in those words. Its funny how I make fun of some of the sappy love songs or movies, yet I find myself really relating to them now more then ever in certain ways. That is why I love music, it is so powerful and it just speaks to you in ways nothing else can. So the music part was a little off topic, it still plays its part in this whole wonderful thing called life and new experiences.

I truly cannot wait for Friday night to roll around, I mean I am acting like a kid again. And that is the best part, because I don't want to grow up and I have a feeling she doesn't either (well she can't literally grow any taller ;p) hehe I think that is another great thing is how we just connect and can really just be ourselves and poke fun at one another, yet in a tasteful, playful manner. I am so ready for this, the date the future the unknown, everything! So to the date and to the future of what is before me and of course her, I have two words for you.... Bring It!!

1 comment:

  1. Oh I LOVE how you well you express your emotions through your post(s)... What can I say? You definitely have my number, so to speak. I'm giddy, excited, happy, completely happy.
    On the subject of music, I think music is something that just adds to this. I've been the same way. I love lyrics and a song will come on and I immediately think of you. Music is healing, comforting, relaxing, and it applies to life, where we let it.
    Friday cannot come soon enough. As excited as you are, I might just be more so!!! ;D
    This whirlwind has been amazing, and I have a feeling and faith that it will only get better!!! I'm beyond Cloud 9!!!! My heart races, butterflies in my stomach, constantly smiling... yea, just like a kid again... and I love it!!!! You make my day brighter. Words just cannot convey!!!!!!!

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